I fought for the friendship.. strived for its revival..

talked..texted and was still ignored..

I knew he needed me..I knew he was sensitive

knew he could be manipulated..knew his purity was fragile..

But after a certain point..u just need to stop being a good friend and wish Farewell

and amongst all this.. amongst being a good friend..

I completely forgot that he was supposed to be my friend too..

that he was supposed to care..

he said he loved me..more than once..

but now I can easily say that my friendship was much stronger than his love..

He failed all he said.. just because I did not feel the same

He failed his friendship and most importantly..his true self

I know it was difficult.. but he wasn’t the only one who felt like it…

he wasn’t the only one who lived like it..

I lost a friend.. in the pretense of a heartbreak.. 

and the love won once again..killing the soul of our high faith

Only the best is still left with me..cause the worst was shaken away by fear

Only the worst still hefts me.. cause the best wasn’t meant to be here 

Only the words still blind me.. cause the silence did make it all clear

Only the smiles still remind me..cause the cries were mirrors to despair

Only the memory still calls me.. cause the reality was away from my lair

Only the worries still haunt me.. cause the mind never wanted me there

The good memories left of u.. are the foot stones of my future..

The bad memories u left me with.. are the lessons to my nature..

The ignorance we pretend to be in.. are the pillars of our life 

The significance we lost then.. are ushering again a new high

This flight will be higher.. even if the last fall was hard

This time will be lighter.. even if the past haul was marred